Random thought of a random person on: Shyness

 You know when you finally decide to not think about what you are going to say because no one else does so why should you? And then you run into the girl you like and she asks you a question and having decided that you're not going to think about what your going to say you then think about whether to think about it or not by and by the time you decide your not going to do that around the girl you like she sighs and walks away. you think "what is the big deal" then realize that she had just asked if you would kindly lend her your pencil...  stuff like that all ways happens.  This example was just an example. But after things like this happens you don't want to talk to anybody. A severe case of this happened to me right as I moved... That's why I never talk in class or to the random people that say "Ohhimynameissoandsowhat'syours?"  I never talk to those people.  My parents have yelled at me for years about not talking to people about how I feel. Of course in all their yelling they never stop long enough for me to say "but...I " and when they absolutely have to breath they yell longer and louder for interrupting them and how it's rude and no one in modern society would talk to a person like that blah blah blah over and over.  You know all the old people that go "Now sonny -  when I was your age we had to walk to school 15 miles in the snow barefoot up hill both ways". My life was full of all too many of those sayings. The yelling sessions had at least one of those in them.  These saying gain a whole new meaning when yelled in a car while going down the freeway at 75 miles an hour.  It goes from "look at me I'm a cute grandparent"  to "You'll never amount to anything so don't even try.  Oh by the way I think we might be related..."  Not that it has been given by a grandparent but that's the attitude if you get what I mean. If not then "Just smile and wave boys, smile and wave"(name that movie).  My point for this post is just to say that some of us people aren't very out going.  I went on a couple of tangents this time huh?