Dreams

I'm supposed to write about dreams... dreams for the subconscious not your aspirations in life. I don't remember dreams that I have. I know that technically everybody dreams mine just don't want to peep out of my subconscious and say hi.  Is it really that hard to say "Ello i'm your dream and this is what i have to say on what you were thinking about at 4 in the morning before you went zzzzonk."  Some times that's all dreams are. Other times they are so much more than that. Least so i've been told.

The only dream I remember distinctly is me on a pirate ship type thing surrounded by random people staring at me and some old guy saying "very well. we shall go towards the sun." He turns the ship to to the sun and I see the ship go into the sun but apparently i'm not on the ship because I still sit there after they're gone/ Some times for a second or two other times it seems like an eternity. some times its like a falling dream. Nothing moves however. I just have the feeling of falling which I think is more disorienting.  This dream and variations of it are most of the ones I remember.  One of my earliest memories is waking up after having a nightmare version of this and not being able to get into my parents room but just sitting outside they're door for hours before giving up and going back to my room.  Didn't sleep for another 2 nights and only then because I collapsed from exhaustion.  I don't know how accurate this is or how old I was or specific details and i'm pretty sure my parents don't even know about this experience. I don't have very many memories before 12 and the ones I do tell me i'm very lucky that I don't.